Tue
Dec
15

to reassess my priorities.
I got my progress report, I know I’m not the brightest of kids but I can’t use that as an excuse to do bad in school.
My hopes for Art Center are about .5 GPA away, but that .5 matters so much and I can’t seem to get it.
I feel down….like really..down… I wanted to become some kind of photographer but I recently found out that average commercial photographer makes 40,000-50,000 for the 75% percentile and 10% only make 80,000+ and all photographer say their jobs and 100% stressful.
That kinda crushes me.
I’m usually really down, but I use my assholeness and my satire to direct my sadness elsewhere, and I know I probably bother some people with that and I should probably stop.
and another thing, I hate when people say “I know I am”. Like “You’re really disruptive” “I Know I am”
STFU. If you know that you do something that bothers others you should probably try to fix it.
I only post stuff when I have something meaningful to say
thats why my tumblarity is like 15 LOL
8:00am- Ramen Noodles
12:15pm- Smoothie+ Garlic Bread
2:30pm-Big Carl + Drink
5:30pm- Philly Cheese Steak + large Sprite
9:50pm- Burrito Bowl from Chipotle
10:30pm- Godiva Dark Chocolates
……………….
I need to go jogging
Fri
Oct
23
I don’t get a warm fuzzy feeling when people tell me I’m the next Jon Yang, Don’t get me wrong I love Jon, he was my mentor my entire sophomore year.
Thank you Jon Yang<3 it feels different without you carrying me this year :/
I just don’t feel like its a compliment when people tell me that because I feel like I have to live up to another person’s potential.
A girl named Janet once told me
“Don’t be anyone else but Kenneth<3”
and I plan on being Kenneth No matter what the world says
Mon
Oct
12
ME: Mom I might get respiratory failure
MOM: Ken, I’m busy, Talk when get home
Me: Mom I could die….(click)….hello?
Me: So What’s the matter with me Dr. Chen?
Doc: you have a strain of virus that is highly contagious so I recommend you don’t go to school for 2-3 days.
Me: That sounds fair
Doc: Take 350mg of this, 500mg of this
Me: Mhmm
Doc: tell your brother to go to the pharmacy and pick 500mg of amoxicillin
Me: Mhmmm
Doc: By the way, you might go ing res-sdfsd- arr-sdfdf-t
Me: I’m sorry what?
Doc: RESPIRATORY ARREST LIKE YOUR LUNGS COLLAPSE AND STOP WORKING
Me: O_O
Tue
Oct
6
I sat down with my dad at dinner, just the two of us.
being that I am Mandarin illiterate, me and my dad don’t talk much
But I tried talking, and I had the best conversation I had with my dad in 16 years.
My biggest fear now, is letting my dad down….